Half a year past, its been not cool, not outstaning, not to be proud of. Now, August, me stepping into 2nd year of architorturing!
I wanna to be Me, the 'siao' 1...I'm gotta realise every impossible!! I don't want to hate anythings.
Moving forwards to create a cool zhimin's life story =)
I dun like my blog to be jux a dumper to throw my stress. I'm gotta stop blogging
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
平衡
夏天只能淡淡的过
我照着原有的规则, 没有犯规, 没有意外, 夏天就这样淡淡地快要过. 开始觉得,'淡淡' 挺适合我的;在这城市,我穿梭人群;各种阶级,各种故事,形形色色,我平淡的留下痕迹.
我试着淡淡的看待跌倒的痛,绊倒的哀,不易的美好,幸运的妙.平衡是淡淡吗?找淡淡花香的香水,咖啡只要淡淡苦,笑容也只好淡淡了.......淡淡吗?确定?嗯...不纯的浓烈,逗留久了也会变淡啊.
淡淡的晃阿晃的,夏天就淡走了.....该在淡淡故事里加个新的起跑点了!
我照着原有的规则, 没有犯规, 没有意外, 夏天就这样淡淡地快要过. 开始觉得,'淡淡' 挺适合我的;在这城市,我穿梭人群;各种阶级,各种故事,形形色色,我平淡的留下痕迹.
我试着淡淡的看待跌倒的痛,绊倒的哀,不易的美好,幸运的妙.平衡是淡淡吗?找淡淡花香的香水,咖啡只要淡淡苦,笑容也只好淡淡了.......淡淡吗?确定?嗯...不纯的浓烈,逗留久了也会变淡啊.
淡淡的晃阿晃的,夏天就淡走了.....该在淡淡故事里加个新的起跑点了!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
To Unscrew
Life screw when....
when....
everythings screw lar.......
screw...
when your accepted design turns into crap..and you don't know how to refine it
when there's contradictions
you try your best..
you tried...and you know it gotta dissapoint everyone when you not suppose to be
screw when your greds are red...and you are waiting for holiday everyday...
and one day you realiza, you lost love in architecture because of all the traps...
Final exam is near, final review of design studio is near...and
when your new lappie is consistantly not functioning well....ooh,my life screw...
when life screw, your face is adorn with pimplesss and you founds fats...
Fats which located in wrong location of your body..gosh,I got tummy!!
screw when sleep is more preferable than exercise
screw when you admire someone who is so close yet soosoo far
screw when you are a useless person
when....
everythings screw lar.......
screw...
when your accepted design turns into crap..and you don't know how to refine it
when there's contradictions
you try your best..
you tried...and you know it gotta dissapoint everyone when you not suppose to be
screw when your greds are red...and you are waiting for holiday everyday...
and one day you realiza, you lost love in architecture because of all the traps...
Final exam is near, final review of design studio is near...and
when your new lappie is consistantly not functioning well....ooh,my life screw...
when life screw, your face is adorn with pimplesss and you founds fats...
Fats which located in wrong location of your body..gosh,I got tummy!!
screw when sleep is more preferable than exercise
screw when you admire someone who is so close yet soosoo far
screw when you are a useless person
screwscrewscrewscrewscrew
unsrew me..pls...
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
My bridge is falling down
My piles of emotions collapsed ….. Silently…
I have no sign, no direction, no spirit, no more energy
Now, I really need a voice, a shoulder
Tell me, just leave it to you …. Can I ?? I really tired edy …
I have no sign, no direction, no spirit, no more energy
Now, I really need a voice, a shoulder
Tell me, just leave it to you …. Can I ?? I really tired edy …
I’m just so fake!!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
深夜一桩
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Save my blog from commit suicide!!
What's your impression on me??
That tall girl who jumping around?talk laughly...abit"chi xin"...energetic..outgoing...
Well...none of them apply to me recently.Many of my friends was saying that I looks sick, moody, dull, bad, overchill, pale, blank...(AND THEY DONT LIKE IT)
It's only 6 or 7 weeks of my 2nd semester, I feel its like 2 or 3 months over dy.Life....still as hectic as usual, though my classmates found its much more free than last sem. It's all caused by my inefficeincy, carelessness.... I normally need more time to finish up my project, I knew it
I tend to be more focus, this semester. And, to sleep early is also my new year resoluiton!!hahaa.. RESULT of my determination >> so far, my project still so last minute...n my gred, its unsatisfactory, since its still some distance towards what I'm aiming.
I had done my best, n yeah, what to do? Btw, I din't regret of it, since I had done my best!
Sometimes, I still doubt...I wonder..I should have work even harder, so it can be better....
Hmn, architecture can make ppl despo!!
I have been away from my dearest sunshine, my green green sky and my blue blue sea for awhile, I fail my 11th resolution of 2009, which is do exercise as least twice a week. Arrg...tak boleh tahan lagi la.
I'm going to RALEIGH monthly metting this saturday. A half a day of my weekend, to recharge myself perhaps its the better way to keep me moving!!
I'm working hard to keep everyday moving..to solve problem and meet new problems again. Btw glad that got my new 'bf' dy, which eventually makes assignments move more smoothly (cant imagine without it). Transportation still my big troubles, I become so impatient, I speak badwords more than last time...damn...(sob,I should be good la~)
I don't care how many ppl 'll read my long blog till here, it's just my way to express my emotion!! EMOTION!! I should look forward! and I cant help on the changes in me!
That tall girl who jumping around?talk laughly...abit"chi xin"...energetic..outgoing...
Well...none of them apply to me recently.Many of my friends was saying that I looks sick, moody, dull, bad, overchill, pale, blank...(AND THEY DONT LIKE IT)
It's only 6 or 7 weeks of my 2nd semester, I feel its like 2 or 3 months over dy.Life....still as hectic as usual, though my classmates found its much more free than last sem. It's all caused by my inefficeincy, carelessness.... I normally need more time to finish up my project, I knew it
I tend to be more focus, this semester. And, to sleep early is also my new year resoluiton!!hahaa.. RESULT of my determination >> so far, my project still so last minute...n my gred, its unsatisfactory, since its still some distance towards what I'm aiming.
I had done my best, n yeah, what to do? Btw, I din't regret of it, since I had done my best!
Sometimes, I still doubt...I wonder..I should have work even harder, so it can be better....
Hmn, architecture can make ppl despo!!
I have been away from my dearest sunshine, my green green sky and my blue blue sea for awhile, I fail my 11th resolution of 2009, which is do exercise as least twice a week. Arrg...tak boleh tahan lagi la.
I'm going to RALEIGH monthly metting this saturday. A half a day of my weekend, to recharge myself perhaps its the better way to keep me moving!!
I'm working hard to keep everyday moving..to solve problem and meet new problems again. Btw glad that got my new 'bf' dy, which eventually makes assignments move more smoothly (cant imagine without it). Transportation still my big troubles, I become so impatient, I speak badwords more than last time...damn...(sob,I should be good la~)
I don't care how many ppl 'll read my long blog till here, it's just my way to express my emotion!! EMOTION!! I should look forward! and I cant help on the changes in me!
I still in love with architecture
*heart*
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
End of good time
Finally holidays ended with a trip to Singapore ...with my hard earn money...
Says bye bye to overnights, lepaks, datings ...etc....
Architorture started...
Taking more subject this sem... studio work still sounds so fun..(creating new toy this sem!!)
aiming high this sem..Azaaza
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