Year 2

Half a year past, its been not cool, not outstaning, not to be proud of. Now, August, me stepping into 2nd year of architorturing!

I wanna to be Me, the 'siao' 1...I'm gotta realise every impossible!! I don't want to hate anythings.
Moving forwards to create a cool zhimin's life story =)

I dun like my blog to be jux a dumper to throw my stress. I'm gotta stop blogging

平衡

夏天只能淡淡的过

我照着原有的规则, 没有犯规, 没有意外, 夏天就这样淡淡地快要过. 开始觉得,'淡淡' 挺适合我的;在这城市,我穿梭人群;各种阶级,各种故事,形形色色,我平淡的留下痕迹.

我试着淡淡的看待跌倒的痛,绊倒的哀,不易的美好,幸运的妙.平衡是淡淡吗?找淡淡花香的香水,咖啡只要淡淡苦,笑容也只好淡淡了.......淡淡吗?确定?嗯...不纯的浓烈,逗留久了也会变淡啊.

淡淡的晃阿晃的,夏天就淡走了.....该在淡淡故事里加个新的起跑点了!

To Unscrew

Life screw when....
when....
everythings screw lar.......

screw...
when your accepted design turns into crap..and you don't know how to refine it
when there's contradictions
you try your best..
you tried...and you know it gotta dissapoint everyone when you not suppose to be

screw when your greds are red...and you are waiting for holiday everyday...
and one day you realiza, you lost love in architecture because of all the traps...

Final exam is near, final review of design studio is near...and
when your new lappie is consistantly not functioning well....ooh,my life screw...

when life screw, your face is adorn with pimplesss and you founds fats...
Fats which located in wrong location of your body..gosh,I got tummy!!

screw when sleep is more preferable than exercise
screw when you admire someone who is so close yet soosoo far
screw when you are a useless person

screwscrewscrewscrewscrew

unsrew me..pls...

My bridge is falling down

My piles of emotions collapsed ….. Silently…
I have no sign, no direction, no spirit, no more energy
Now, I really need a voice, a shoulder
Tell me, just leave it to you …. Can I ?? I really tired edy …

I’m just so fake!!

深夜一桩

华语?? 因为发掘怎样打华语了 理由很简单

我的快乐 也很简单



吃饭，逛街，闲着没事做，很简单





放风筝，蓝天，青草地，很简单

做我喜欢的设计 快乐真的很简单

可是我的快乐 很短暂

突然发觉 答应自己的 都没做好

所要的 追求的 就那么的不真实

一些重要的 似乎被遗忘了 默默的

我的快乐 很短暂

有些无理的 多余的 烦恼 把简单的 暗杀了

烦恼 剪不断 理还乱

透明,半透明的 障碍 有点难 跨越

种在心里的 更难 跨越了

Save my blog from commit suicide!!

What's your impression on me??


That tall girl who jumping around?talk laughly...abit"chi xin"...energetic..outgoing...

Well...none of them apply to me recently.Many of my friends was saying that I looks sick, moody, dull, bad, overchill, pale, blank...(AND THEY DONT LIKE IT)


It's only 6 or 7 weeks of my 2nd semester, I feel its like 2 or 3 months over dy.Life....still as hectic as usual, though my classmates found its much more free than last sem. It's all caused by my inefficeincy, carelessness.... I normally need more time to finish up my project, I knew it

I tend to be more focus, this semester. And, to sleep early is also my new year resoluiton!!hahaa.. RESULT of my determination >> so far, my project still so last minute...n my gred, its unsatisfactory, since its still some distance towards what I'm aiming.
I had done my best, n yeah, what to do? Btw, I din't regret of it, since I had done my best!

Sometimes, I still doubt...I wonder..I should have work even harder, so it can be better....
Hmn, architecture can make ppl despo!!

I have been away from my dearest sunshine, my green green sky and my blue blue sea for awhile, I fail my 11th resolution of 2009, which is do exercise as least twice a week. Arrg...tak boleh tahan lagi la.

I'm going to RALEIGH monthly metting this saturday. A half a day of my weekend, to recharge myself perhaps its the better way to keep me moving!!

I'm working hard to keep everyday moving..to solve problem and meet new problems again. Btw glad that got my new 'bf' dy, which eventually makes assignments move more smoothly (cant imagine without it). Transportation still my big troubles, I become so impatient, I speak badwords more than last time...damn...(sob,I should be good la~)

I don't care how many ppl 'll read my long blog till here, it's just my way to express my emotion!! EMOTION!! I should look forward! and I cant help on the changes in me!

I still in love with architecture

*heart*

End of good time

Finally holidays ended with a trip to Singapore ...with my hard earn money...
Says bye bye to overnights, lepaks, datings ...etc....

Architorture started...
Taking more subject this sem... studio work still sounds so fun..(creating new toy this sem!!)

aiming high this sem..Azaaza

Valentine's day Marathon

No 1 be my vel for that day....OH sad...

Btw, I had my craziest valentine.. The story started by...

S.O.S 'save our seahorses' programme.....which run by alphaient IW 08, where we goin to contribute some of our excess man power to 'have fun' with the marine life!! n of cause ***FUNDRAISING***

I manage to get some order for my *expensive* roses b4 valetine, (rm12per stalk rm100 1 dozen), so i needed 2 do the delivery...

1st stop: wake up EARLY EARLY n go to fetch roses...go Time Square n deliver my roses

We have 1000 roses in our hand, n the roses 'll wilth!! It's quite a nightmare 4 us that we need 2 cover back the cost(roses,wrapers...) n to beat our competitorssss!!
I grap a paper bag n fill it with 10++ stalks of roses, hugging 3bouquet of roses..yeah yeah I
noe,some ppl do said that I looks like a 'hang fuk' lady.. wth!!1dozen is to be deliver n 2half dozen to be sold!! Solo selling take monorail to timesquare somemore... *big swt*

Actually, I'm selling illiegaly...which I dun care...faster turn away when u c the secrurity guard la!hahahahahaa...=) I manage to sell 1 half dozen n all the single rose in my hand

Lonely selling lonely lunch again till Hocksoon fetch me up n go do some other deliveries...

2nd stop: Ampang, make my dear's heartattack, Asian cafe (which have not more that 5couples in that area)

the night come...
3rd stop: Refresh, back factory aka jail to collect roses
4th stop: Bingtang area
5th stop: Clubbing area ......hmmn....not really have sales dy.....tired...tired..
6th stop: 2nd round clubbing area...

4 till 5 am...
7th stop: Dimsam
8th stop: Clean the jail
9th stop: BED...siqin bed...(c, i'm overnigthing again...nono..sleepover)

As I still die die wanted to 'confess' n bring over my futher bf back home today,I had a 3hours sleep n went to c him..
lolz,my futher bf..u r jux too far to be reach!!
well,Hint**hint** my bf name started of wif a H..

hahahaahaa..its still a very memorable n sweet valentine..the faces of the girls when they recieve the roses..n how wilson owe me big big..even the roses its way bit cacated..n the $$$$....

after eating rubbish food

less water

overnight

working

selling

walking under hot sun

zhimin sick dy......its gotta to be a busy week!!

The Revenge of Biology

AAhhh..money hard to earn!!I tot PMR science kacang la...manatau...it's all about biology!!

I hate Biology..or to be more pollite I have no much interest in bio...well,bio doesn't interest me!! It's just so much to memorize, so not maths..

'yeah, no more biology...FOREVER!!'
Doesn't it sounds familiar?? sob...I tot no more bio after I choose phy and chem in my A-levels...and Archi for degree

still alot's preparation for friday classes...photostate note, exercises....

money wont drop from sky!

Miss NG is a science tutor post

I been reading the novel recently.. its addictive
I went to the library..
I try to make me more archi..
I still jobless.. I clean my room.. and I finally teach my 1st tuition class

Can you believe it?? That's my how I burn my recent life.. I rate it 50% meaningfull. ohya, and plus some outingss with my girl girl friends

I have 6 form3 students..n I'm teaching them science. Well, I'm kind of blur..its quite hard to imagine how I teach them too ..n yeah, u noes there's so many biology topic in form3 science...oh gosh, I hate it. I do revise what to teach before I go, 1st topic respiration.. (I shock my boss with my young looks today, shorts!!)

I run my class...not very smooth...n I can even sense the 'boredness' in the class ..the little abit more fat guy, I can see he nearly doze off (btw,once only la) ..yet, yet, another with a spec guy who reminds me of weiliang> my smart ass highschool mate, he do show his interest by asking me some ques, it do make me not talking to myself continueosly..n n the 1 n only girl in the class...definately, her hardworkingness soso like the last time me..she was doin extra ques without referring to the notes, draw the diagram nicely...yeah, I'm tat hardworking last time too

All the guy students in the class are from my highschool..well, I din reveal my age to them n where I form..what they noe?..I'm miss NG..hehe..I think some of my reaction looks stupid n I do talk in sarcastic n plus try to be funny way..they still shy shy with me la

oh, i miss the little boy I teach last time.. who begging me 2 give him the paper with perfume n tot that my dad is my bf.haha..luckily he din said that he wan 2 marry me when he grows up huh!! =)

tat's too much 2 blog abuut teaching...I'M GOIN RALEIGH on this sat n sun.helping up them n promoting them in PWTC!It's gotta be green green green..

hook back to my novel...tata..

My new year resolution

no new year resolution yet!!
don't know what I wanted to do
don't know what I need to do
don't want to do anythings

so call laziness