Rain..blue...cold

I'm just drop by here to destress...
A suddent down pour wet me, no more optimistic...no more hypo active....no more jumping around...no more confident....no more hope...

like,
walking in the caostic road without direction....n I drop into the trap......I noe I should sort out my mind n keep moving without looking back.....but I'm not sure m I able to cross the 'bump'

HARDER ,HARDER..harder I should try...but but......

I'm hopeless

2 more weeks to final